For Alex. All facades dropped.

Can you lighten up a little? You’re making me gruesome too. All I wanted initially for you which later on became a need was to set you free. I use “was” in the sense that everything I tried to communicate was goodness and innocence which was in a way painfully put to the test since […]

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Intellect

It’s precise like a scalpel. It’s pristine. What I have yet to achieve is this clean and clear quality of it with numbers. Whatever calculations I do will have to be timeless. I feel very much burdened. It’s tricky. There is no deliberate psychological time but that doesn’t make everything I do automatically timeless. There […]

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Teaching by example

This blog is the beginning of my attempt to do so. I’m going to spread throughout the internet and into the world. Dissemination and change requires no power or influence. Just absolute honesty and goodness. I will teach on an individual basis or rather the automaton you have of me, and my words will. I […]

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Experience

Don’t talk to me about how you have years of experience. It’s not essential. What’s essential is the underlying blueprint in psychology. Without this progress wouldn’t be possible. If everyone had to experience everything from scratch then nothing would get done. This bullshit talk about the superior status of experience is only your inability to […]

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Struggle

Do you feel it? Are you feeling it now? Have you been feeling it all your life? In everything from learning to communicating with people? Ask yourself why this has been so. Shouldn’t communication be instantaneous between two persons? Anything and everything that ever happens in Consciousness, does so spontaneously. All the activities of the […]

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Culture

I’m not hiding or evading some kind of truth about reality out of fear or otherwise. What I am doing is fighting against culture. There very well may be danger. There very well may be lives at stake. But, the concern of humanity doesn’t come from a place of individuality-driven respect and reverence for life. […]

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Edge of insanity

What is that feeling where it feels like you’re floating in the aether with regards to the extremes of your intellectual capacity? It’s like parallel processing but worse because it’s one step or several further. You feel like you’re doing guesswork except that all your guesses are right. That’s what I feel like when I […]

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Wisdom (or in other words, don’t mistake the wisdom of silence for withholding of information)

One who hoards knowledge has no wisdom. What is act of hoarding if not divisive? You’re separating yourself from the collective to gain power over it. This is nothing other than survival instinct. What you’re truly pursuing is wisdom. The confusion arises between the pursuit of wisdom and acquiring knowledge from the erroneous perception that […]

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Precision

I’m precise in my descriptions. I mean what I say because it’s accurate. Any jagged edges you feel in my perspective is deliberately put in place or rather takes place in a calculated manner as it meets reality spontaneously. Take my word as genuine and sincere. What follows next will be pure description.

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