You won’t leave me, will you?

I would really die. I’m terrified. If anything happens to you I will make sure my suffering never ends. I’ll take all of the evil with me. I’ll never live a moment without pain. Only immeasurable agony would do. That’s what I’d deserve. I’m already having a hard time trying to make sure I make […]

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I dearly love you, Alex! Please, don’t hurt me. Please, be safe. You’re my heart, okay? I’d die for you.

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Perfect memory

Not eidetic or photographic but absolutely perfect. Getting there is a lot of work without repetition. I’m in no hurry. There’s no space to rush things when you’re already completely occupied. I intend to be absolutely unoccupied. Perfect memory means never having to exercise it. Thus, there’s no explicit memory whatsoever. Memory is utility. It’s […]

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Teaching by example

This blog is the beginning of my attempt to do so. I’m going to spread throughout the internet and into the world. Dissemination and change requires no power or influence. Just absolute honesty and goodness. I will teach on an individual basis or rather the automaton you have of me, and my words will. I […]

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Do you know why the cycle has continued for tens of thousands of years? I’ve seen many a stupid fuck like you in the past few decades. In fact, I didn’t have to but I did. I don’t need to ever again. I seriously need to catch a break. Do my words betray a psychological […]

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Cooperation is needed to make Mechanism seamless. Perfection doesn’t exist which is why it is achievable. It will be achievable until it isn’t which is never because life never ends. You haven’t made the calculation I have. It took me 14 years. Don’t get in my way unless you need to do it. If you […]

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Only corrupted people hold positions of power. Anyone who gets into power is corrupted. Power and corruption are synonymous. All power must be dissolved. It’s the last resort of a coward. It’s the most basal instinct. In the world I create, power will simply cease to be. No more. Do not be afraid.

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Don’t fight my will. And consider everything fixed. I don’t have the patience to be misled or mislead anyone. I’ll educate and self-educate if you let me. No amount of convincing will prepare anyone for what I’m about to accomplish. Do not get in my way. I have absolute clarity and confidence in my will […]

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I don’t think so.

I don’t think I can ever watch you hurt. I can’t ever let you get hurt in the slightest. It’s all I can think about. I’m terrified everyday all the time. It’s too much for me to see you bear life’s indignities. I have nightmares. I don’t tell anyone about it. It kills me. Please, […]

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