Where you begin with your metaphysics matters the most. Whatever fragment you begin with will limit you to the sandbox between that fragment and the mechanical endpoint of it, itself being a fragment. If you begin with the source then there are no limitations. No one has done this as far as I know. I […]Read More Metaphysics
Which means if pushed too far then one will be permanently cut off from these experiences. Then that person is no better than a bug because he’s become a purely reactionary being. Do you believe there are changes in perception that cannot be undone? I do. What is evolution but the making and undoing of […]Read More There are experiences and resulting outcomes that cannot be reproduced
I’m working on my memory.Read More I’ll be back in a few months.
I’ll live only to serve. I don’t envision a future for myself, good or bad. I just don’t care.Read More I have given up on myself.
Humans are abominable sometimes. I lose all my ambition and hope. I don’t know how many times I’ll be able to come back from oblivion. It’s almost like the world doesn’t value what I have to offer which is a shame because I can fix everything if left to my own devices. I have no […]Read More Every time I see or encounter violence in others I’m drained of all motivation.
I don’t know. All I know is I cannot relate to anyone. I’m permanently isolated from other psyches by my own standards or lack thereof. I am no different than anyone else in how they function which is to say mechanically and in a reactionary manner. All relationships are over.Read More Am I crazy? Do I just not see or feel as you do? Am I asking this because I crave kinship?
Culture has had all the ideologies for centuries. All the altruism and championing of causes has so far failed to “solve” everything. What’s next? More ideologies to put band-aids on problems that were unsolvable to begin with? There’s only one way out of this and it’s dissolution. People have to change by themselves. Nothing else […]Read More Why have none of the problems been resolved yet?
It’s something that isolates me. I cannot be part of the game. Subjecting to scrutiny and analysis might work well when dealing with clueless folks but I know things that I can’t even begin to express. I simply have no way of expressing them. If all of what I am and trying to do doesn’t […]Read More I do get it. World sucks and the details are important. But, I chose a different path to dissolution of problems.
For fuck’s sake stop. There are better ways of going about it than using power and fear. Moron!Read More Just stop.
observation happens by default. Pretty soon I will stop observing or not. There are two possible outcomes. The only real duality. Fates clash. Either I’ll be turned cold, calculating and ruthless or I’ll become sensitive. I still prefer the latter. The former is fragmentation personified and the latter has unprecedented potential. I had a dream. […]Read More I observe only when forced to or else not whereas