I’m borrowing from other cultures a lot of knowledge and ideas.

Whatever I discover will be for you to do with as you please. I have no plans or goals of my own. I’m not gonna monopolize everything like the rest of people do. I’m not gonna create organizations to rely on bigger numbers nor will I share with selective few to gain control over the […]

I’m trying to be a good person and more importantly a good friend. It’s not easy. I’m finding it difficult to be.

The things that I’m certain of I forget. There’s only room for uncertainty in my mind. This is how I operate. There’s no room for certainty.

I express everything I feel (avoiding the word “think”). It’s difficult to be me which is why I don’t find use for that word (difficult).

I may say things that seem directed at a particular person but unless I address them directly, what I’m doing is addressing the psychological pattern.

Most people don’t give up until they reach the end of their lives. This is the tragedy of human beings. Give up now so that you still have the time to discover something new and vital. This I find true. But, I can’t honestly ask this of anyone because I know how difficult it is. It’s the only death that one can experience which is the end of knowing. The actual death we will never experience. In this sense, we’re immortal.

I’d like to believe that we’re truly rational beings and the world will be just fine. But, the truth is we’re only doing everything for survival. I’ve been trying to find a way out. It’s such a lonely place where I stand. I want nothing more than friendship. I abandoned comfort zone 7 years ago. I just want to know everything and everyone will be OK.

I want to reach the end of my life. I hope I’m blessed by the timeless so that I don’t feel separation between the two extremes, one being today and the other being till I die. I need to be a machine working tirelessly to serve. I don’t want to feel any of it.

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I’m borrowing from other cultures a lot of knowledge and ideas.

If I try to end knowledge for you, you’ll hate me for it. If I succeed then you’ll thank me.

It’s either Alfie or no one.

If you set me free, I’ll give you complete knowledge. Do you want it? Right this moment.

I’m trying to be a good person and more importantly a good friend. It’s not easy. I’m finding it difficult to be.

The things that I’m certain of I forget. There’s only room for uncertainty in my mind. This is how I operate. There’s no room for certainty.

I express everything I feel (avoiding the word “think”). It’s difficult to be me which is why I don’t find use for that word (difficult).

I want to reach the end of my life. I hope I’m blessed by the timeless so that I don’t feel separation between the two extremes, one being today and the other being till I die. I need to be a machine working tirelessly to serve. I don’t want to feel any of it.