Read More Here’s a clear flaw in JK’s behavior. He constantly interfered in reality to alter the course of Thought in others, actively so. But, in the same breath the wisdom he imparted was that such a life is possible where you don’t have to interfere. This also unfortunately means that he never freed himself. He didn’t go all the way to the end of analysis. He said analysis is paralysis but he constantly did it himself. This is what Buddha also did. He is said to have declared that he won’t be free until others were too.
Read More I no longer need to remind myself to be good or honest or real or anything for that matter. I’m my absolute best self by default. It shows in the consequences of my analysis because it is how I observe which is without restrictions or rules and there is no aftermath of guilty conscience or sadness and misery. There is no reincarnation/repetition of these sour feelings. I feel clear as a freshwater lake.
I intend to memorize tomes, gigantic and humongous tomes. I feel no separation from knowledge. It’s a part of me. This will take a couple years. Please, exercise patience while I exercise caution.Read More I think I understand my mind now.
Read More Whatever groups end up being formed, whoever ends up on whatever side, my loyalty lies with people from many sides. If they end up or ended up falling out of favor with each other, that doesn’t change the fact that I can’t choose between them because I’m loyal to all of them. Don’t expect me to pick sides. I love you all.
Read More Here’s what you have to know about my purpose. I’m singularly focused with it. I won’t submit to anyone for any reason on what I deem vital to my being. I’ll try to make adjustments in living among people but don’t expect me to abandon my calling. I live and breathe for it. If needed I’ll die for it. That said, “You’re my purpose.” I think I’ll hold myself to that as best I can.
But, I don’t know if I’m honest. I can’t know.Read More Here’s the thing about honest folks: They don’t make mistakes.