Not a single darn person is interested in my health or wellbeing.

Everyone is interested in the prepackaged cultural products called relationships. Another consumption activity.

It’s not hope.

It’s culture. It’s a fucking autoimmune disease.

Have you noticed

how we struggle with our intentions? There is this constant battle going on every time we have to deal with reality which is all of the time. I struggle with intent everyday but the struggle gives way to clarity in rare moments and these moments while they were previously very few and far between are […]

For Alex. All facades dropped.

Can you lighten up a little? You’re making me gruesome too. All I wanted initially for you which later on became a need was to set you free. I use “was” in the sense that everything I tried to communicate was goodness and innocence which was in a way painfully put to the test since […]

I don’t care.

I’m not communicating. I’m addressing patterns to understand the causal chain. I pounce at every opportunity so it looks like I’m either reacting or trying to communicate. I don’t even express with that intent. I express because it allows me to understand Mechanism. I can’t communicate with anyone. I don’t know how to. When I […]

Teaching by example

This blog is the beginning of my attempt to do so. I’m going to spread throughout the internet and into the world. Dissemination and change requires no power or influence. Just absolute honesty and goodness. I will teach on an individual basis or rather the automaton you have of me, and my words will. I […]

Struggle

Do you feel it? Are you feeling it now? Have you been feeling it all your life? In everything from learning to communicating with people? Ask yourself why this has been so. Shouldn’t communication be instantaneous between two persons? Anything and everything that ever happens in Consciousness, does so spontaneously. All the activities of the […]

Wisdom (or in other words, don’t mistake the wisdom of silence for withholding of information)

One who hoards knowledge has no wisdom. What is act of hoarding if not divisive? You’re separating yourself from the collective to gain power over it. This is nothing other than survival instinct. What you’re truly pursuing is wisdom. The confusion arises between the pursuit of wisdom and acquiring knowledge from the erroneous perception that […]

Ignoring or Inspiring people?

I don’t ignore anyone EVER. What I do looks like ignoring but it’s actually an act of patience. I let other people’s psychology reach out to match mine in understanding and wisdom. I am trying to communicate. Once the link or the causal chain is established, you’ll be rewarded with a smorgasbord of sensations and […]

Solutions to the problems of psyche

Truly all-encompassing solutions to the ultimate problems with varying degrees of complexity and seemingly random nature take time, unfortunately. This makes my behavioral pattern resemble a sphere of jumbled up psychological objects like emotions, inconsistencies and other eccentricities until everything collapses to a point making mind invisible which is to say without interference from Thought. […]