I’ll be back in a few months.

I’m working on my memory.

I do get it. World sucks and the details are important. But, I chose a different path to dissolution of problems.

It’s something that isolates me. I cannot be part of the game. Subjecting to scrutiny and analysis might work well when dealing with clueless folks but I know things that I can’t even begin to express. I simply have no way of expressing them. If all of what I am and trying to do doesn’t […]

What is this?

What is this shit?! Are you impressed by the fleshy labyrinth that’s your body? And what are we doing? All this movement. What for?! I feel unfinished.

Yup

All relationships are over. I don’t care about friendship or love or anything. I’ve found what I’m looking for.

Scare tacticians or in other words potential stand-up comedians

Are having many a field day nowadays, aren’t they? Judge not lest you be judged and whatnot. It usually works too. I’m sure the entire world is fucking terrified and getting ready to dispel fear with laughter. Lol, you retards! No, I don’t need to wear a crown, thank you. Give it to my fucktarded […]

Nightmares every fucking night (if I don’t take Ativan)

Quite possibly

very few will see what I’m saying as true. If you have love of wisdom then you’ll see the truth. And then forget about your automaton of me and just retain the truth. Just retain the essence. In fact, do as you please with it. But, at least understand it. What’s next? Does anyone get […]

Perfect Species

Retarded servants servile to the most extreme degree. What is this demonic thing we’re feeding? It serves no one but itself. Think about it. All ideologies and ideals are insufficient to solve the problems IT has created. I’ll ask again. What the fuck is this retarded, fragmented thing doing? What’s the endgame? Can you see […]

All of our doings

and I mean ALL OF THEM are driven by culture. Doing is culture manifesting itself in reality to fragment it and create experiences which it uses to feed it’s own continuity. I’m sorry but it’s true. All of our aspirations and feelings whatever they may be are just cultural needs. Do NOT be mistaken. The […]

I just lost track (edited recently)

of one hour’s worth of time. It was 6:00 pm what seems like a few minutes ago. Now, it’s 7:04 pm. WTF Edit: It wasn’t the illusion of time seeming like it passed away quicker. It felt simply absent. It’s not even like getting sleep because there when you wake up you feel like time […]