Can you lighten up a little? You’re making me gruesome too. All I wanted initially for you which later on became a need was to set you free. I use “was” in the sense that everything I tried to communicate was goodness and innocence which was in a way painfully put to the test since […]Read More For Alex. All facades dropped.
Don’t take my refusal to move for an inability or denial of reality. I no longer want to express. I want to retreat into more silent places. I don’t want to subject my Consciousness to reality. It’s a home for the deranged and the retarded and the violent. I’m sorry that everyone lives in it. […]Read More Refusal and not inability or denial.
Everything moves all the time. I feel the stirring in space. It disturbs my coherence. I like fluid movements. They’re invisible. [Edit: Or are they? I’m no longer sure. Movement is a thing of the past. We need something new and hip. Something for the cool kids.] Also, I don’t like structures or symmetry or […]Read More I don’t like reality.
Do you feel it? Are you feeling it now? Have you been feeling it all your life? In everything from learning to communicating with people? Ask yourself why this has been so. Shouldn’t communication be instantaneous between two persons? Anything and everything that ever happens in Consciousness, does so spontaneously. All the activities of the […]Read More Struggle
Let me tell you how untrained your mind is. You perceive reality as factual because you’ve fragmented everything into what you call thoughts. Any genuine feelings you have are intermingled with these facts and thus you’re constantly in a confused state of existence. I can’t ask you to jump off the wagon into uncertainty. I […]Read More Facts
What is that feeling where it feels like you’re floating in the aether with regards to the extremes of your intellectual capacity? It’s like parallel processing but worse because it’s one step or several further. You feel like you’re doing guesswork except that all your guesses are right. That’s what I feel like when I […]Read More Edge of insanity
Can you feel it? We’re bound to the underlying reality by Mechanism. Reality helps us sift through matter. All our reactions are only a response to the underlying reality. We cannot act until we are free. No individual (one who is free of the entirety of culture) is free to act. Theoretically speaking, they can […]Read More Mechanism