I don’t like

Standup comedies. I don’t like parties. I like peace and quiet. I hate crowds. Next time I get into a crowd I’m gonna start throwing punches. Fuck you! I’m not interested in any sort of exchange. Leave me the fuck alone, cowards!

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I have never wanted to

Understand anyone my entire life. I still don’t and never will. Even if I had the intent, I just can’t. That’s how absolute uncertainty works. People are incredibly gullible and at other times ruthlessly calculating in dealing with each other. The only moral action as of now is to not act until one has ended […]

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You with your pristine health

And perfect hairdo are telling me I haven’t suffered enough and need to suffer more? Why should I die for someone who doesn’t give a rat’s ass about my wellbeing? Does having a genius level intellect immediately mean I should be extremely servile to your silly whims? I don’t deserve a life and to be […]

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For Alex. All facades dropped.

Can you lighten up a little? You’re making me gruesome too. All I wanted initially for you which later on became a need was to set you free. I use “was” in the sense that everything I tried to communicate was goodness and innocence which was in a way painfully put to the test since […]

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I don’t like reality.

Everything moves all the time. I feel the stirring in space. It disturbs my coherence. I like fluid movements. They’re invisible. [Edit: Or are they? I’m no longer sure. Movement is a thing of the past. We need something new and hip. Something for the cool kids.] Also, I don’t like structures or symmetry or […]

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Do you feel it? Are you feeling it now? Have you been feeling it all your life? In everything from learning to communicating with people? Ask yourself why this has been so. Shouldn’t communication be instantaneous between two persons? Anything and everything that ever happens in Consciousness, does so spontaneously. All the activities of the […]

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