Standup comedies. I don’t like parties. I like peace and quiet. I hate crowds. Next time I get into a crowd I’m gonna start throwing punches. Fuck you! I’m not interested in any sort of exchange. Leave me the fuck alone, cowards!Read More I don’t like
Understand anyone my entire life. I still don’t and never will. Even if I had the intent, I just can’t. That’s how absolute uncertainty works. People are incredibly gullible and at other times ruthlessly calculating in dealing with each other. The only moral action as of now is to not act until one has ended […]Read More I have never wanted to
I see too much of myself in them. I leave these people alone. The agony being felt because a solution isn’t forthcoming for the matters of soul. I’m getting fucking tired of emojis. I’m not interested in communicating qualia. BTW the solutions will be actualized if I’m allowed mobility.Read More I feel agony for the ones who want to change but cannot.
Everyone is interested in the prepackaged cultural products called relationships. Another consumption activity.Read More Not a single darn person is interested in my health or wellbeing.
It’s culture. It’s a fucking autoimmune disease.Read More It’s not hope.
And perfect hairdo are telling me I haven’t suffered enough and need to suffer more? Why should I die for someone who doesn’t give a rat’s ass about my wellbeing? Does having a genius level intellect immediately mean I should be extremely servile to your silly whims? I don’t deserve a life and to be […]Read More You with your pristine health
Can you lighten up a little? You’re making me gruesome too. All I wanted initially for you which later on became a need was to set you free. I use “was” in the sense that everything I tried to communicate was goodness and innocence which was in a way painfully put to the test since […]Read More For Alex. All facades dropped.
Don’t take my refusal to move for an inability or denial of reality. I no longer want to express. I want to retreat into more silent places. I don’t want to subject my Consciousness to reality. It’s a home for the deranged and the retarded and the violent. I’m sorry that everyone lives in it. […]Read More Refusal and not inability or denial.
Everything moves all the time. I feel the stirring in space. It disturbs my coherence. I like fluid movements. They’re invisible. [Edit: Or are they? I’m no longer sure. Movement is a thing of the past. We need something new and hip. Something for the cool kids.] Also, I don’t like structures or symmetry or […]Read More I don’t like reality.
Do you feel it? Are you feeling it now? Have you been feeling it all your life? In everything from learning to communicating with people? Ask yourself why this has been so. Shouldn’t communication be instantaneous between two persons? Anything and everything that ever happens in Consciousness, does so spontaneously. All the activities of the […]Read More Struggle