Language (Edited)

What are the sounds of a language? What is it supposed to sound like? How does sound feel? Or rather what does sound make one feel? What is feeling it? What makes sound? What is sound? Why do we communicate through sound or vibrations? What do we communicate? Can one think without sound? Can’t you […]

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It hurts

Like HELL. I’m perfecting my memory. It’s not like anything I’ve done before. This is modification of my physiology to the extreme. I need time. I feel like I’m losing my mind with all this noise. I know what to do but REALITY is not going to let me, is it? EDIT: I know exactly […]

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I have

Created my own little pocket of culture. I can’t comprehend what others are saying and they can’t comprehend what I’m saying, I guess. I can’t be sure of anything. I never am. Everything is infinitely complex to calculate. I can barely make decisions or choices anymore. But, I keep trying in vain.

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You don’t

Even have to move to change the world. Don’t hold on to anything. Thrive! Everything can be fixed without a single movement of your mind. EVERYTHING. But will you do it? This is ABSOLUTELY true. Make of it what you will.

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Why is it so taxing to repeat it backwards? What is the psychology behind it? How does one do it just as easily as doing it forwards? I think I have around 110 posts now. I didn’t count. I’m trying to grasp what it would be like to not have to expend any effort into […]

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Perfect memory

Not eidetic or photographic but absolutely perfect. Getting there is a lot of work without repetition. I’m in no hurry. There’s no space to rush things when you’re already completely occupied. I intend to be absolutely unoccupied. Perfect memory means never having to exercise it. Thus, there’s no explicit memory whatsoever. Memory is utility. It’s […]

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It’s precise like a scalpel. It’s pristine. What I have yet to achieve is this clean and clear quality of it with numbers. Whatever calculations I do will have to be timeless. I feel very much burdened. It’s tricky. There is no deliberate psychological time but that doesn’t make everything I do automatically timeless. There […]

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Teaching by example

This blog is the beginning of my attempt to do so. I’m going to spread throughout the internet and into the world. Dissemination and change requires no power or influence. Just absolute honesty and goodness. I will teach on an individual basis or rather the automaton you have of me, and my words will. I […]

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Case enactments

I don’t have mood swings anymore. Those are the build ups of the mechanical. Only minds, exercised or those given precedence or total preference over action have mood swings. I perform thought experiments or enact cases unique in expression. Everything i consider is unique. There is no filler. There are negligible repetitions. I’ve done it. […]

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