is unconsciously for the most part. I cannot say anything absolute regarding my mental machinations because I’m always uncertain. But, I am increasingly frequently stumbling upon answers to questions I asked myself at times past like it was always there in plain sight. I am finding that it’s almost always this way. These were the […]Read More The way my questions are answered
I don’t understand a damn thing about reality. I’m absolutely clueless. And I’m glad it is so. Edit: I hope someday I’m indifferent.Read More I can honestly say that
Where you begin with your metaphysics matters the most. Whatever fragment you begin with will limit you to the sandbox between that fragment and the mechanical endpoint of it, itself being a fragment. If you begin with the source then there are no limitations. No one has done this as far as I know. I […]Read More Metaphysics
I don’t know. All I know is I cannot relate to anyone. I’m permanently isolated from other psyches by my own standards or lack thereof. I am no different than anyone else in how they function which is to say mechanically and in a reactionary manner. All relationships are over.Read More Am I crazy? Do I just not see or feel as you do? Am I asking this because I crave kinship?
I observe. To inquire is to take more steps than required to observe. Observation, if you’ve noticed, implicitly demands that you take no positive steps to investigate or analyze. When you inquire, you get lost in the abyss. But, when you observe then you stay within the bounds of Consciousness and a mind doesn’t emerge. […]Read More I don’t necessarily inquire.
Is for purpose of meditation. I’m aiming to induce meditation of the waking-up-meditating kind. It is a sort of communication? I believe that it might be the only communication possible between any two or more persons. Communication doesn’t involve Mechanism. It’s when you’ve seen through the Mechanism and freed yourself that communication happens. I’m still […]Read More EVERYTHING I say in my blog
Everyone is interested in the prepackaged cultural products called relationships. Another consumption activity.Read More Not a single darn person is interested in my health or wellbeing.
how we struggle with our intentions? There is this constant battle going on every time we have to deal with reality which is all of the time. I struggle with intent everyday but the struggle gives way to clarity in rare moments and these moments while they were previously very few and far between are […]Read More Have you noticed
It’ll have to be a subtly influenced course of transitions without losing coherence. If I lose coherence then I’ll be subjected to a re-emerging of mind into Consciousness. The absence of a Conscious mind is ideal. It took me long time to achieve this and losing it would bring me back to square one. Mind […]Read More I will recondition but
They are infinitesimal.Read More I only deal with objects.