You won’t leave me, will you?

I would really die. I’m terrified. If anything happens to you I will make sure my suffering never ends. I’ll take all of the evil with me. I’ll never live a moment without pain. Only immeasurable agony would do. That’s what I’d deserve. I’m already having a hard time trying to make sure I make […]

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Language (Edited)

What are the sounds of a language? What is it supposed to sound like? How does sound feel? Or rather what does sound make one feel? What is feeling it? What makes sound? What is sound? Why do we communicate through sound or vibrations? What do we communicate? Can one think without sound? Can’t you […]

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It hurts

Like HELL. I’m perfecting my memory. It’s not like anything I’ve done before. This is modification of my physiology to the extreme. I need time. I feel like I’m losing my mind with all this noise. I know what to do but REALITY is not going to let me, is it? EDIT: I know exactly […]

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Perfect memory

Not eidetic or photographic but absolutely perfect. Getting there is a lot of work without repetition. I’m in no hurry. There’s no space to rush things when you’re already completely occupied. I intend to be absolutely unoccupied. Perfect memory means never having to exercise it. Thus, there’s no explicit memory whatsoever. Memory is utility. It’s […]

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Teaching by example

This blog is the beginning of my attempt to do so. I’m going to spread throughout the internet and into the world. Dissemination and change requires no power or influence. Just absolute honesty and goodness. I will teach on an individual basis or rather the automaton you have of me, and my words will. I […]

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The Burden

I intend to play the ultimate role comprised of ALL the roles that once existed, exists now and is yet to exist. This is the requirement to end the cycle. You can’t end it unless you are it. You embody all of it in it’s tiniest of scales, emergences, iterations, eccentricities, forms and essences. The […]

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Communication (part 3)

If a fragment can appear anywhere in a causal chain then does that mean that communication between closed systems is possible? But, that doesn’t make sense for one obvious reason. Causal “chain” implies there’s a link between events that are causally connected. But, then why is there a chain? Sequence is sensible. We make sense […]

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Back to the past

Traveling to the future is possible. By all means do it if you can figure it out because you can indeed figure it out. But, going to the past is not possible for anyone except for those who end knowledge. You have to be an individual. Now, I don’t know if anyone “could” do that. […]

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Causation

What do you think a causal chain implies? The fact that if one were to see the whole of it, they’d see what fragment will appear at what point in time. My concept of time is accurate. Time and movement are one and the same. By movement I mean jumping from one fragment to another. […]

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Experience

Don’t talk to me about how you have years of experience. It’s not essential. What’s essential is the underlying blueprint in psychology. Without this progress wouldn’t be possible. If everyone had to experience everything from scratch then nothing would get done. This bullshit talk about the superior status of experience is only your inability to […]

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