The way my questions are answered

is unconsciously for the most part. I cannot say anything absolute regarding my mental machinations because I’m always uncertain. But, I am increasingly frequently stumbling upon answers to questions I asked myself at times past like it was always there in plain sight. I am finding that it’s almost always this way. These were the […]

I can honestly say that

I don’t understand a damn thing about reality. I’m absolutely clueless. And I’m glad it is so. Edit: I hope someday I’m indifferent.

Metaphysics

Where you begin with your metaphysics matters the most. Whatever fragment you begin with will limit you to the sandbox between that fragment and the mechanical endpoint of it, itself being a fragment. If you begin with the source then there are no limitations. No one has done this as far as I know. I […]

Am I crazy? Do I just not see or feel as you do? Am I asking this because I crave kinship?

I don’t know. All I know is I cannot relate to anyone. I’m permanently isolated from other psyches by my own standards or lack thereof. I am no different than anyone else in how they function which is to say mechanically and in a reactionary manner. All relationships are over.

I don’t necessarily inquire.

I observe. To inquire is to take more steps than required to observe. Observation, if you’ve noticed, implicitly demands that you take no positive steps to investigate or analyze. When you inquire, you get lost in the abyss. But, when you observe then you stay within the bounds of Consciousness and a mind doesn’t emerge. […]

Leaps

Creative leaps are as difficult to express as the total dissolution of everything. This goes to show they spring from same source. The usual mimicking paradigm or duality is addition vs negation. These imposters spring from the same source. There’s a point beyond which for evil to go would be impossible. Think about it if […]

I really

Am done with culture. It’s this final leap into the unknown that I am stalling. It’s time to quit or close the door or whatever else. I’m hanging by a thread. And it’s not the same as being almost done. It all feels different or indescribable. When I stop feeling anything altogether then I’ll know […]

Here’s THE argument to defeat all arguments (recently edited).

Don’t accept anyone’s argument because it’s all selfishly motivated and it’s all about what someone can get out of you. It’s why we talk or try to communicate which is to convince you that we’re right. Don’t even give anyone the chance to manipulate you. All arguments must go. No one gets to override another’s […]

Not a single darn person is interested in my health or wellbeing.

Everyone is interested in the prepackaged cultural products called relationships. Another consumption activity.

I don’t care about

Success. That abominable object. I don’t care about building companies or terms like profit maximization. I only care about fixing the world permanently. Whatever that takes, I’ll do. And I will know when time is right.