people say things like “You ought to be grateful!” or use deterrence by way of telling you how you aren’t aware of how lucky you are, are the ones that have never taken initiative in their lives. These people are soul-dead consumers. They let life happen to them. Autonomy and youth is wasted on these […]Read More The only reason
is unconsciously for the most part. I cannot say anything absolute regarding my mental machinations because I’m always uncertain. But, I am increasingly frequently stumbling upon answers to questions I asked myself at times past like it was always there in plain sight. I am finding that it’s almost always this way. These were the […]Read More The way my questions are answered
Have you seen the walking dead? Is there any character there that you sympathize with? Survivors? I had a terrifying dream about a survival game. Nobody survives. If we don’t go back to the source, it’s inevitable. I’ll be the first to go because I don’t want to survive at this cost.Read More I just saw the future of human race.
I don’t understand a damn thing about reality. I’m absolutely clueless. And I’m glad it is so. Edit: I hope someday I’m indifferent.Read More I can honestly say that
Where you begin with your metaphysics matters the most. Whatever fragment you begin with will limit you to the sandbox between that fragment and the mechanical endpoint of it, itself being a fragment. If you begin with the source then there are no limitations. No one has done this as far as I know. I […]Read More Metaphysics
Humans are abominable sometimes. I lose all my ambition and hope. I don’t know how many times I’ll be able to come back from oblivion. It’s almost like the world doesn’t value what I have to offer which is a shame because I can fix everything if left to my own devices. I have no […]Read More Every time I see or encounter violence in others I’m drained of all motivation.
Culture has had all the ideologies for centuries. All the altruism and championing of causes has so far failed to “solve” everything. What’s next? More ideologies to put band-aids on problems that were unsolvable to begin with? There’s only one way out of this and it’s dissolution. People have to change by themselves. Nothing else […]Read More Why have none of the problems been resolved yet?
observation happens by default. Pretty soon I will stop observing or not. There are two possible outcomes. The only real duality. Fates clash. Either I’ll be turned cold, calculating and ruthless or I’ll become sensitive. I still prefer the latter. The former is fragmentation personified and the latter has unprecedented potential. I had a dream. […]Read More I observe only when forced to or else not whereas
I observe. To inquire is to take more steps than required to observe. Observation, if you’ve noticed, implicitly demands that you take no positive steps to investigate or analyze. When you inquire, you get lost in the abyss. But, when you observe then you stay within the bounds of Consciousness and a mind doesn’t emerge. […]Read More I don’t necessarily inquire.
It’s sensible, albeit mildly. But, it’s always overwhelming. It’s unlike any other experience I’ve ever had chiefly because of it’s indescribability. It’s like a stampede in my head, very much like my childhood experience. I have no hope I’ll ever recover from this. Do my words portray superficiality? Do not be disappointed. You’ll understand when […]Read More I can feel infinity (or insanity but I’m pretty sure it’s infinity)