The only reason

people say things like “You ought to be grateful!” or use deterrence by way of telling you how you aren’t aware of how lucky you are, are the ones that have never taken initiative in their lives. These people are soul-dead consumers. They let life happen to them. Autonomy and youth is wasted on these […]

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It feels like

everyone has betrayed me to the point where I don’t feel anything anymore. Love hurt me. Friendship hurt me. Strangers hurt me. All I know is hurt. I want to be left alone. I don’t feel any excitement anymore. Nothing excites me. Absolutely nothing. Oh, love? It’s a funny four letter word. I’m done. Please, […]

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The way my questions are answered

is unconsciously for the most part. I cannot say anything absolute regarding my mental machinations because I’m always uncertain. But, I am increasingly frequently stumbling upon answers to questions I asked myself at times past like it was always there in plain sight. I am finding that it’s almost always this way. These were the […]

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Metaphysics

Where you begin with your metaphysics matters the most. Whatever fragment you begin with will limit you to the sandbox between that fragment and the mechanical endpoint of it, itself being a fragment. If you begin with the source then there are no limitations. No one has done this as far as I know. I […]

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