The only reason

people say things like “You ought to be grateful!” or use deterrence by way of telling you how you aren’t aware of how lucky you are, are the ones that have never taken initiative in their lives. These people are soul-dead consumers. They let life happen to them. Autonomy and youth is wasted on these […]

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The way my questions are answered

is unconsciously for the most part. I cannot say anything absolute regarding my mental machinations because I’m always uncertain. But, I am increasingly frequently stumbling upon answers to questions I asked myself at times past like it was always there in plain sight. I am finding that it’s almost always this way. These were the […]

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Where you begin with your metaphysics matters the most. Whatever fragment you begin with will limit you to the sandbox between that fragment and the mechanical endpoint of it, itself being a fragment. If you begin with the source then there are no limitations. No one has done this as far as I know. I […]

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I don’t necessarily inquire.

I observe. To inquire is to take more steps than required to observe. Observation, if you’ve noticed, implicitly demands that you take no positive steps to investigate or analyze. When you inquire, you get lost in the abyss. But, when you observe then you stay within the bounds of Consciousness and a mind doesn’t emerge. […]

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I can feel infinity (or insanity but I’m pretty sure it’s infinity)

It’s sensible, albeit mildly. But, it’s always overwhelming. It’s unlike any other experience I’ve ever had chiefly because of it’s indescribability. It’s like a stampede in my head, very much like my childhood experience. I have no hope I’ll ever recover from this. Do my words portray superficiality? Do not be disappointed. You’ll understand when […]

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