I don’t appropriate according to reality. I cried today quite a bit. I remembered a few people I miss a lot and are no longer alive. My burden drives me to the brink of insanity everyday. You interpret reality in a currency I don’t share in degrees, similarly. I deal with the infinitesimal. You deal […]Read More I find absolutely nothing difficult. I don’t think on those terms. The only thing that destroys me everyday is The burden. I don’t know how else to put it. There are equations underlying psychology waiting to be discovered. I’m not sure I’ll get to find them out in time.
Have you read my blog? The entirety? Is there some miscommunication I’m not aware of? Do you see what I see? I have somewhere around 240 something blog posts. I keep a copy because I don’t trust everyone is getting to see what matters. I’m beat.Read More I can’t seem to catch a break.
L, you’re awesome. I don’t deserve your friendship. I suck. 😔 I love you guys so much! I’m sorry.Read More I’m a low grade moron, Alfie. Forget about me. I don’t deserve you. 🥲
But, there’s a reason behind everything, right? Paradoxical, contradictory.Read More Does everything happen for a reason? Clearly not.
I just made quite a major discovery. They’re better off invisible. This is it. I think it’s absolutely insane. Why did I skip over it before?Read More I’m putting numbers back together bit by bit.