What’s quantifiable is possible to be felt in your mind. You can differentiate between two thoughts because they’re quantifiable (but, what does it mean to say that something is quantifiable? Where’s the seamlessness of reality? Why is there an instance? Is Thought instantaneous?). What I felt when I noticed my behavior in minute detail was the breakthrough and almost but not quite, I reversed the variable. I’m half out of my wits, always tired. I need to recover. My purpose is all I have. Goddammit I must get back to work. Clock is ticking.