And perfect hairdo are telling me I haven’t suffered enough and need to suffer more? Why should I die for someone who doesn’t give a rat’s ass about my wellbeing? Does having a genius level intellect immediately mean I should be extremely servile to your silly whims? I don’t deserve a life and to be treated like a human being? If I get arthritis in two years are you gonna cure me? Do you care how much stress I’m under and how it affects my health? It’s not the burden that is killing me. You are.