serious intellectual work is the reason I’m avoiding learning a foreign language. What languages I already know is a curse and what I don’t know is a blessing. I’m trying to unlearn all I know and think of. In the process of doing that I’ll uncover Mechanism fully or I’ll miserably fail and I’m just fine with that. It is “difficult”? I don’t find use for that word anymore. It is what it is except when it isn’t.