I’m finding it hard to commit fully.

Something is holding me back from giving my full attention to the task at hand. I’ve conditioned myself to avoid information to an extreme degree over the course of the past two years. It’s going to take several weeks to a few months at most in order to recondition my self. My struggle is between the mind emerging and being without it’s interference in my Consciousness. Indeed, the struggle itself is the mind emerging but finding it difficult to stay and maintain continuity. I want nothing to interrupt me. I need to be completely engaged in the activity of the mind through the isolation of everything else. Anything provocative will only disturb the coherence that I’m trying to achieve. But, the subtle touch of another mind sharing my intent would go a long way. Thank you.

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