I don’t care.

I’m not communicating. I’m addressing patterns to understand the causal chain. I pounce at every opportunity so it looks like I’m either reacting or trying to communicate. I don’t even express with that intent. I express because it allows me to understand Mechanism. I can’t communicate with anyone. I don’t know how to. When I address someone, it’s direct. I provide that courtesy at the very least. I love all of you. Even my brother who wronged me several times I love deeply. I no longer am able to hate. I understand. You can even kill me and I wouldn’t die hating you. I won’t judge. I promise. I won’t do either of these things even if you block me from fulfilling my purpose. This doesn’t mean nothing matters. I will always be back even if you send me to literal oblivion. I know what I am now.

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