It’s precise like a scalpel. It’s pristine. What I have yet to achieve is this clean and clear quality of it with numbers. Whatever calculations I do will have to be timeless. I feel very much burdened. It’s tricky. There is no deliberate psychological time but that doesn’t make everything I do automatically timeless. There are miniscule amounts of time during transitions. There is a between. All of my happenings are abstract. I haven’t taken action yet. I haven’t practiced. The grasp over the abstract and practical isn’t a distinction I usually make and I wish this post is the end of it.