Uncertainty

No one understands absolute uncertainty. Please, bitch. This is not your revered skepticism. Every single decision I make is like a betrayal of my own morality because I am making a choice despite being uncertain of everything. I can only choose one thing at a time among quadrillion of possibilities. Every single decision I make weighs on me like I’m betraying the entire species. This makes everything impossible to compute. I can’t even make leaps of faith. I’m far from doing something like that. Because faith is goodness whereas making choices in face of absolute uncertainty is immoral. Since I have freed my Consciousness from Mechanism, I am now the most burdened person on the planet and also most immoral by default. I wish I were more than human. I want to do right by everything and everyone.

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