One who hoards knowledge has no wisdom. What is act of hoarding if not divisive? You’re separating yourself from the collective to gain power over it. This is nothing other than survival instinct. What you’re truly pursuing is wisdom. The confusion arises between the pursuit of wisdom and acquiring knowledge from the erroneous perception that knowledge is the ultimate goodness. This perception is culturally driven. Power is fickle.
Instead dissolve your want for power and influence. This is what you are truly dreaming of or envisioning while confusing your need for clarity with acquiring of power.