No one can do what I’m going to. I have measured all psychology i have encountered. No one comes close. It’s not a matter of comparison or greater degree of complexity. It’s not any one thing. It’s everything. There’s no one i have met that knows what this is like. They simply don’t understand.
In trying to understand me over the course of six years, you’ve grown. I have stayed the same. Nothing and no one that I’ve encountered has truly helped me with THE burden. I’ve grown vastly intelligent but nothing has changed. I haven’t even put a dent on it. I have the most unfortunate and unfathomable task at hand. Please, help or get out of my way. Come back to me when knowledge ends for you.