I totally agree with you on everything you said. You’re awesome. But, can I give you a bit of advice? Don’t force yourself, man. You are right that we have to understand what we have to understand when curiosity piques our interest. I find that for me it’s become less and less so. That doesn’t mean I have become conveniently complacent. I noticed that you are a genuine person and so you naturally feel the need to care. I do too. You seek out answers to satisfy your curiosity. It could be something small like understanding what kind of music someone likes or it could be something big like following your own bent and figuring out what you wanna do with your intellect, whether that is to learn about how certain ideologies impact life or it could be completely separate from the conventional like learning and appreciating science and engineering. I love you man. You are truly a good person. Please, take care of yourself. I’ll always be here when you need me, if you need me. I’m totally up for hours of back and forth, talking, having conversations about ,intelligent things, although you have to know that I’m not that knowledgeable. You definitely have a better vocabulary I would say, since you have dealt with so much information for so many years. I have too but mine hasn’t been an intellectual journey as much as that of an intellectual person. I’m correcting that now. I’m here for you whenever you wanna talk. I don’t feel curious when I talk to most people. But, now I would love to talk to you. Anything goes. I have always known the people I would like to talk to but I never knew if they would respond back to me. I still don’t. Those moments are very few and far between. I have only watched a few of your videos. I saw a few like 2 or 3 a couple years back on your channel. Now, I have watched 2 of yours on this channel and I feel I trust you. Don’t force yourself to do anything.
“You can’t force it.” ― Professor Hendricks, UFO (2018)