I find absolutely nothing difficult. I don’t think on those terms. The only thing that destroys me everyday is The burden. I don’t know how else to put it. There are equations underlying psychology waiting to be discovered. I’m not sure I’ll get to find them out in time.

I don’t appropriate according to reality. I cried today quite a bit. I remembered a few people I miss a lot and are no longer alive. My burden drives me to the brink of insanity everyday. You interpret reality in a currency I don’t share in degrees, similarly. I deal with the infinitesimal. You deal […]

Read More I find absolutely nothing difficult. I don’t think on those terms. The only thing that destroys me everyday is The burden. I don’t know how else to put it. There are equations underlying psychology waiting to be discovered. I’m not sure I’ll get to find them out in time.

You see, absolute uncertainty means you’ll get to try out or exhaust ALL of the possibilities. It’s inevitable due to the nature of inquiry (not your or my inquiry but inquiry. When you consider ALL possibilities, you are considering all there IS to inquire, period).

Read More You see, absolute uncertainty means you’ll get to try out or exhaust ALL of the possibilities. It’s inevitable due to the nature of inquiry (not your or my inquiry but inquiry. When you consider ALL possibilities, you are considering all there IS to inquire, period).